human . friends

we as humans need to take care of each other and our self's. we need to take responsibility for the choices we make as humans. it needs to be known to our man-kind that when we do things and make these choices that we follow through. somethings have risks, you need to know them and be ready for any or all of them to happen. you need to know that it is your responsibility to take care of those human mistakes and believe that you can. i know that if you made that choice that you will continue to take care of it. it is very important to educate yourself before doing anything, yes it may sound paranoid and make everything seem scary but, i want you to be ware of what could happen. some risks are beautiful, great, fabulous, even. you need to choose your challenges & pick your risks. 

as humans we aren't perfect, we lie, we cry, we do stupid things, we make mistakes...we are only human!! so if someone tries to make you feel bad because you did something wrong and made a mistake, i bet they have down something worse or at least the same mistake. it sucks when people look at you and judge that you did one silly mistake in your life. it is OKAY to make mistakes.

it is hard to choose those battles and make those "advanced" decisions about people. you shouldn't see a 16 year old pregnant and judge them just on the fact that they have a baby inside them. it is so mean. you need take a step back & check yourself... dont judge someone you don't know. you don't know their story, you don't know their life, you really have no right to judge them by one thing you see on the outside...as humans we need to help each other guide each other, love each other!

xoxo-Hails

Suddenly Sunday | two.

1.passing my permit test, 2.angie turned 11 {more on that later}, 3.paige turned 8{more later} 4.inspirational mornings, 5.helping a close friend through a rough time, 6.daddy's love, 7.talks with katie!!!!!!!!!

xo-Hails

beautiful kindness .

when he kissed my check, i melted. i felt so wanted & needed. he makes me feel that way, daily. he makes me think about the little things in life. the beauty of a little peck on the check, or the sweetness of a good-bye hug. loving him makes me better. makes me feel beautiful. things i have never felt before. knowing him makes me a better person. such a young boy can make such a BIG impact on my life..... it isn't crazy, right?

"you mean the world to me. never leaving my side at the sight of my terrible side. i feel blessed to see your beautiful eyes everyday. loving you makes me blush..."
"these past few days have been tough but, we made it darling..."
"tears drop on my notes.
notes of love, hope, memories.
the thought of leaving you forever.
now that is impossible.
it wont happen.
ever.
tear drops on my notes."
"i love you more than you will ever know my sweet girl."
"blessed to know you, lucky to have met you."
"you have become my world.."
"crazy girl, don't you know that i miss you? i wouldn't dream of leaving you alone. hopeful that you feel the same. you know the real me. i know the real you. dreams collide and make a beautifully crazy reality. you are my crazy girl..."
"worst fear: you forgetting it all.."

it is crazy, the feeling of having and holding someone and one day they are gone. it is crazy, loving someone so much that when they leave you still love them as you always did. it is crazy, living this beautiful life...

knowing you know kristen and have her as a friend makes it easier to breathe, literally. she always reminds me to breathe & be positive. two best lessons anyone could teach. she makes me put everything in perspective, changing my outlook on life, boys, & my own beauty. helping me through the tough days in my life. changing my future & loving my past. being confident that i will forever be loved and cared for.

never give up, there is always someone that loves you & would miss you terribly. you just have to find you happiness & stick with it. living you life to its fullest. crying as hard as you want, just make sure you never cry about it again. knowing you are blessed with life and love, for that is all you need to succeed. :)