Nothing left to do...

but,.....

hailey bop. <3
(birthday photos to come very soon..)

My Birthday...

I had a great day, Thursday. I came home from dinner with four posts on my FB wall and four posts on me by my friends.. :D you guys make me cry, i am so over joyed that I have you guys!!
So I woke up at 6:13 to my phone buzzing twice, once for my text from my Ex Lorenzo and once for my email, it was really odd... Then my mom and dad came in to say good bye and luv ya and Happy Birthday! I then got up and got dressed and ate then I braided my hair and finished my hair and teeth and lotion. :)
Then I went to school: Testing, not really I just sat there for 2 hours and  listened to music and memorized all the posters and signs in the room, very interesting, then I went to photo and developed my film and handed out a few cupcakes and got a few happy birthday's and got sung to by some peeps :) love you guys!! <3 and then I went to brunch and then off to P.E. played volleyball and I spiked the ball, got us a point and then we won that one game!!! then off to lunch and then math, a lovely test dedicated to ME!! and I got a special PINK test.
I got home and proceeded to eat some cupcakes and cookies!! (I am sorry, i still haven't had one of your cupcakes carrie...) Then we all went out to dinner at CPK, i got a delicious salad and a great shirley temple and yummy bread and butter!!
After that we came home and blind folded me and then I got to guess what kind of cake it was it was super funny!! and then we took a few photos. Then, I opened my cards and two gifts form my family! <3 It was a great night I will never forget:
my first song I listened to as a 15 yr. old:
We are young,
first quote:
Tis' tasty(family inside joke hehe)
first treat:
vanilla cake and chocolate frosting
first outfit:
peach skirt, white blouse with light blue tank, navy blue sweater, golden tie, sun glasses, black flats, and Krispy Kreme hat!!
first hug:
MY KY KY!!!
I had a great day all because of my family and friends!! here is a look at some of the wonderful photos I took and some my sister and my mom took <3 luv you all

flowers from Ben <3 you

read a little after cleaning with Ben

ben made my chair all beautiful

night before baking before Ellie and Ben come

good morning birthday girl!

coconut from Nico!!

on way to dinner <3

guess the flavor!!

hailey bop <3

Who is Happy..

This girl. This girl right here is happy. 

I am so grateful for this little life. 

Sometimes things get tough. 

Lately - things have been tough. 

This morning I woke to the birds outside my window singing a happy song. 

I pulled my covers close. I didn't dare open my eyes and ruin the morning peace. 

Instead I snuggled in. Feeling loved and warm and blessed. 

I felt like all the world had stopped. Just for those three little birds. 

& it warmed my heart. 

Eyes closed I started to rack my brain, forgetting that I should get ready for my 6:00 A.M. friend arrival. I then started to laugh really really hard. For the first time in a while I was actually conscious of how ridiculous my thoughts are. 

They go as follows.....

You should really get up and shower

You have to print that word document before school

Do I really have a C in math, this has to be a mistake.....it's not

Blog, blog, blog

My inbox is probably flooded with SPAM

Do we have cereal?

I hate when we run out of milk

We never run out of milk

Kids in Africa don't have milk...do they? 

I should do something about that. 

Facebook really bothers me sometimes 

What idiot invented math? 

Stop thinking about math. 

I learned to drive last weekend. Cool. 

Do you think you could eat cereal while driving? 

Do we have cereal? 

I want cereal

Waffles sound good too

cinnamon waffles

I think I'll put cinnamon on my waffles

Today's the math test

I should fake sick 

I think I feel a headache coming on.....

Nope, just nausea 

Stop thinking about math

I should start running in the mornings again

I'll practice when they give me the math test 

I'll bet I could run pretty far then 

Is it Tuesday? I love the word Tuesday 

Could you name a baby Tuesday? No. What about Sunday? No again

I kid you not. That is my brain in the morning. 

You have no idea how active I am before 6AM 

All math aside I am one happy camper. 

It must be because it is Friday. 

Love to you, you crazies.

book signing

thanks for the awesome book Chuck!!

getting ready!

I loved going to the book signing, I got to see some old friends and the boy I one day hope to marry!! haha, I just had a blast, they had just redone their house so it was beautiful and all sparkly new!! I hope you all have had a great week :)
hailey bopper

High School life...

Some say high school life are the best four years,

some say they wish they could go back and change it all,

they all have to remember that they made the best or worst of what

they had.

You can stay strong and believe that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger,

or you can just go with the flow even if bad things happen.

you always have to remember that life is what you make it.

You have to chose your battles and chose your direction you want to go in.

Mostly you should always think: "Everyone goes through stuff and they can get through it without saying things that put yourself or others down." (Pilar Souder)

Always think and: "Take your time." (P.S.)

You should feel like: "I don't feel like I made a mistake though..."(P.S.)

you should always know that you have someone who can say this:

"Pilar Souder

• Hailey out conversations are completely confidential. No one will find out what we talk about. I'm all ears if u want to talk. No judgement. Sometimes it feels better to get things out."
  

   Melissa Torres has told me tons and tons of things that make me

  cry, laugh, and remember everything is beautiful and wonderful!

   Carrie Hults, Sam Viano, Grace Livingston, and more... are always there for me!

  they are what keeps me going and i want to say i had the best day with you..

  
  

  I feel tons better, especially in high school years, when someone can say

  i know what you are going through and i can relate here is what i did...

  it is a breathe of fresh air!

  i am a easily song inspired person,

  ei. I realized lots of things during my relationship through the song:

  A Thousand Years.

  I can always relate to almost any T.S. song ;)

  here are a few!!

  -H.Bopper <3

  BE FEARLESS!!!

  
  

THINK..

how come we are all scared to say the thing that might

be the most important thing to say?

we know that we all want to say it, but

nobody does.

why do we hold in all our emotions and just wait until you get

really mad and then BURST out with things from months ago?

I have heard may times, that that is not healthy at all,

so why do we continue to do it?

we know it is wrong and wont help anybody...

THINK

think about how to say it kindly and

rationally and not by yelling at them but, by

sitting next to them and actually talk it out.

ACT

do as you wish and say what you feel.

If you don't you could be saying, "what if

i had spoken up and said something...?"

you can only hope and wish that you know what you are doing

SPEAK NOW

go right now and say what you need to and how you feel.

if you don't like the situation then, change it!
if you speak up you could change the world!

and nothing not ANYTHING is more

powerful than that!

be fearless ad you can be unbeatable!

quote by ME!! :)

-H.Bopper

If you didn't know...

... that i have a binder filled with wedding ideas,

down to every last detail:

flowers, dresses, suits, cake, location, guests,

colors, and everything else!

i just LOVE weddings i dont know about you, but i do!

I have thought about my wedding a lot and i just love the thought of Happily Ever After!

and I know that we will all have own BIG day someday!

here are a few photos that i <3 and just found:

{you can also see them on Pinterest, i will post them tonight or tomorrow}

 

 -H.Bopper <3