Dreading

I love school, dont get me wrong. But, when school becomes more of a personal problem I never want to go. I hate that my friends are mad at me & I can't help but feel bad for my other ones who are trying to help. She says her life is getting better and better, all I feel is her & I slipping further and further away. I is not just hurting her & I... But, everyone feels it & sees it. We all know it is happening, not sure why, but we know. I want for it all go to back to normal & the way it was about 4 weeks ago. It has been too long & too depressing for me. Everyone sees it even, my friends that I can only talk to through text. They are all frustrated with the fact that I let it get to me & bring me down.

Missing school & friends but....too sad...

dreading tomorrow....

{this song may sum up how I will feel by the end of tomorrow}

xoxo

Secret Sunday {#21}

Over joyed! I am having my family thanksgiving & making some crafts today! On top of all of that, it is secret Sunday #21. I am so glad we made it this far & I really want to hug you all for staying through this journey. I love you all and wish I could hug you!!

Happy Sunday everyone, I hope you've had a lovely weekend! If you're new here, this is a chance to anonymously share secrets you've been keeping to yourself and just need to get off of your chest. They can be anything from "I cheated on my math test" to "I cheated on my husband" This is for you as well as for myself (I may post a few of my own) We all have secrets that we have to live with, but the best medicine is not keep them bottled up inside. My hope is that this can act as an escape of sorts for a lot of you.

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1. This is open to anyone who wants to participate, from a regular follower to casual visitor.

2. Post a secret anonymously, no names please (Choose the anonymous option under comment).

3. I do this for you guys - so you can get some weight off of your shoulders. If you are not comfortable with sharing, that is entirely well and fine.

4. I am going to participate as well. One of the comments will be mine.

**Remember: Nothing is off limits and we are not here to judge.

**To anyone who anonymously posts a secret here, if you ever need someone to vent to, get advice from, etc, do not hesitate to contact me personally through e-mail.  I have been through some tough stuff and know how alone it can make a person feel at times.  I promise I will never judge, and it will be kept soley between the two of us. There are so many of these I have read which make me wish I could give the person a huge hug and let them know everything will be okay.

Boy oh Boy | life lately

Here are some recent photos of my daily life. I recently went on a date and wish I took a photo but, I didn't :( Then I always love my beautiful texts & convos with my big sister kyley. I also love the late night texts with the beautiful Dominique. She makes me understand & believe. I always have room for angie & our late night talks whenever we have slumber parties! Then getting advice from my wonderful Godmother, Cathy, makes me feel more secure. Playing/babysitting a sweet whitney & adorable kevin... HEAVEN! Much more......

Ok so I am odd. with my odd number of photos. :) I love odd numbers, haha.

Hope you are all doing fabulous!

xoxo