6.01.2014

june . personal


dear june,
please bring all the happiness, peace, excitement, & love in the world to me. seeing as how these last few months haven't been the most nice or joyful months. i need this. i need a peace of happiness to hold onto for my whole life. i need this month to go on adventures & enjoy them, to laugh & really feel happy, to help & be 100% honest. i need you to bring me happiness. i need just full disclosure with my mental state, physical state, & spiritual state. i need to feel the warmth of friends hugs. i need to feel the hope in senior year and that it will be better. i just need you to shine brighter than anything imaginable! 
please, just be that for me.
-hailey 

I have so much hope in june and in the fact that it will bring me all those things!! this month is CRAZY!! that probably doesn't even begin to describe it, though. it will start with a cleanse with my mother! so i finally convinced her to do a cleanse with me! it will be a diy cleanse so we don't have to spend lots of money on those crazy juices. haha, i will be making us smoothies every morning for the school hours & then when we get home I will make another for us :) i'm very excited, my mom is still on the edge about it but, i know she will come around!
then the week from the 10th to the 12th I have finals in all my classes, good: i have minimal days. bad: i have two long finals each class. i am putting myself through so much, i need all A's and i am allowing only one B. i will be horribly disappointed in myself if i don't get those grades, i will be so mad at myself!!! it is frustrating. 
then, i will be leaving at the beautiful hour of 5 am the next morning, 13th, to head over to Oregon and Washington to go on a college road trip with my daddy! we have been planning this for about a month now, and i made an itenerary and we got our maps! so excited for those fun adventures with him!!!
then I will get back on the 22nd and then i will have the 23rd to unpack, do laundry, & repack. this day will make me crazy & i will be so tired! (I have to repack for my german trip)
then we will wake up at around 6am to triple check that i have everything, go on one last run (before i leave the country), shower, & head to starbuck to get coffee then on our way to the airport! We have to be at the airport by 8:30am and our flight leaves at 10:05am. i won't be back until the 28th of July.
some very exciting things will be happening in my life! I am so excited to go to germany with the two most important people in my life, Anna & Patricia. i couldn't make it through without them and their support. i'm truly blessed to be able to go do all these things & see all these places!! i will keep you updated with photos & posts, i promise!

stay beautiful,
h