I should have known | Film Friday

 

{just taking it night by night, day by day, journal entry by journal entry & finding my self....}

Hi! I am back, I have snapped back like a rubber band. I should have known that it was going to happen soon. {I will use that line a lot...} I am so happy to be back & e myself again. I love it when I go through the pain & tears because in the end I get rewarded by God's love & strength to move on & find myself again. I should have known he would come through. I love all my friends for the support & coming through with all the sweet hugs!  have to say, I really did need that hug from Pilar today in photo. I should have known it was coming.

Today will be a day known to me as a peaceful day. The day I made peace with the past. I should have known she was going to say it. Aafter talking with my Godmother, cathy, she helped me realize that I can move on without really moving on. I can be happy & regain my life without being mean. I can eat lunch with my friends & not feel bad or sorry. I would have never thought this way unless she guided me through it. I am excited for tomorrow & can't wait to see my friends, all of them. I will wear my smile proudly & for real, this time. I should have known it was ending. Yes it is over but, it is only the beginning!

xoxo..... Hailey ♥

Film Friday | the last time

On my mind a lot...

The last time by Taylor swift & Gary lightbody

Gary Lightbody:
Found myself at your door,
Just like all those times before,
I’m not sure how I got there,
All roads they lead me here.

I imagine you are home,
In your room, all alone,
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better,

Both:
Right before your eyes,
I’m breaking and fast,
No reasons why,
Just you and me.

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name on the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

Taylor Swift:
You find yourself at my door,
Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave,

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better.

Both:
When right before your eyes,
I’m aching, run fast,
Nowhere to hide,
Just you and me…

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name on the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye…

This is the last time you tell me I’ve got it wrong,
This is the last time I say it’s been you all along,
This is the last time I let you in my door,
This is the last time, I won’t hurt you anymore.

Oh, oh, oh,

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name on the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

This is the last time I’m asking you this, (this is the last time I’m asking you this)
Put my name on the top of your list, (name on the top of your list)
This is the last time I’m asking you why, (this is the last time I’m asking you why)
You break my heart in the blink of an eye. (You break my heart…)

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Time I’m asking you this,
Time I’m asking you this,
Time I’m asking you this.. (x3)

xoxo

Film Friday | Uncharted

These days my whole life is uncharted....

Film Friday { Today was a fairytale }

Today, so far, is kind of far from a fairytale. But, I have things I need to say to some people, fix brooken hearts, & take {lifestyle} photos to my hearts content....

{this one is made by these two adorable little kiddos! Mel & I found it one day :) <3

this one is the T.S. version {love her, worship her, she is my role model!}

Lyrics  Today was a fairytale by Taylor Swift

Today was a fairytale, you were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand, and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale, today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale, I wore a dress
You wore a dark gray t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make, everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/today-was-a-fairytale-lyrics.html ]
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart, it's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale

Hope you enjoyed this weeks pick for Film Friday <3

Film Friday . Once was love

 Once Was Love by Ingrid Michaelson

Don't delay, something tells me I gotta go away
Maybe it's the way we always stay when our hearts have gone
We can't hold us anymore, no we've got to fold
Down to the floor, yes I know it's cold but baby our hearts have gone

Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing
Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing

Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing
Just because there once was love

I gotta see if I'm filled up when it's only me
It's not your fault but you just can't be here
Now that my heart has gone, now that my heart has gone
Now that my heart has gone

Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing
Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing

Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing
Just because there once was love

Everyone is hurting now and everything is burning down
But I can build back my new town today

Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing
Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing

Just because there once was love
Don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing
Just because there once was love

There once was love, there once was love
There once was love, there once was love
There once was love, there once was love
There once was love, there once was love


love this song....Once was love :) I will do a photo dump today!

film friday {mine}

mine, me myself&I made this one! I just adore it!! I am unsure if I have posted it before, it is from a year ago{when we celebrated my little cousin charlie's 4th birthday!}
I hope you enjoy it! I was so caught up in editing photos and fixing up videos so I made another one of my little Charlie.. :)

Film Friday {Sorry I am late...}

I love you all to death, I am so sorry!!
This whole month and a little towards the end of April I have been doing a lot of things late. Not a good idea!! But, i made the dead lines for certain things and I am organizing and cleaning up a bit in my room, right now!! Basically playing a game of catch up, not fun!
I like knowing what is next ad what will happen so this is really odd for me. Until tonight, ever since the 29th of April, I have been crazy having last minute plans and making up school work and tests and on top of all of it FINALS are coming up very soon and I have to Ace like, all of them!!!!
I have been really stressed out and now we are swimming in P.E. and i can tell I am not going to want to swim, for obvious reason, soon. I hope that doesn't happen because, I love to swim!!
So that is basically my life right now! I actually texted one of my friends the wrong text and she read it the WRONG way and thought something totally different was happening, LOL! i hope that never happens again...

So I found a great song to explain all of my hectic life, lately it seems like I need wide open spaces to make changes and clear my mind...

hailey bop :)

Friday Film {My Heart Skips A Beat}

My heart skips a beat for....

1.
This song,
Lenka- My Heart Skips A Beat
i heard it a couple of weeks ago & couldn't find it anywhere then heard it again the other night & googled it immediately before I forgot the words! LOVE IT!

2.
my sister, after realizing that she will be leaving soon[for germany and then next year for college] we have been hanging out more and just loving the time we have together... Anyone else out there feeling pretty blessed to have an older sibling?

3.
posing for the camera!! I haven't posed in front of a camera in a long time and on my birthday my sister took control of the camera and I was a great model, if I dont say so myself...

4.
 You guys!! all my followers and friends, you are what keeps me blogging!! I hope that you are all having a great friday night, asleep... & have a great weekend!

5.
life!!! I am just trying my hardest to love life and its little strings attached... trust me when I say "my life has a lot of them.."

hailey bop. <3