An inspirational update!

thanks Alexa for the awesome chocolate camera!! i <3 it!!

me getting ready for, what we didn't know but would be, the 2nd to last soccer game for the varsity girls ;(

a quick shot from my one hour walk...

bedy by, i was a bad girl, i took this at like one in the morning, i had every single light on in my room!

love all the angels in our life's for they are the ones who guide us through life's toughest times...{i just made that up! <3}

Happy VERY LATE St. Patty's day!! {went to a party with my bud, Lorenzo!! <3 ya}

embrace yourself and learn to love yourself and others...{i made that one up too!! <3}

pose like you are a freak!! that's me!!

love until you have nothing to loose!!{made that one up too!!}

so these are just little updates with photos! i just have been having

a tough few weeks and it was nice to know 

that i could confide in people{specifically: Melissa, Carrie, Sam, Pilar, grace,

& ken.} I was blessed to have them in my life!

Especially Melissa she is the best! i know that i can go to her

with absolutely anything, and with the news i told her on Friday,

noting could have prepared her for that!

After school on Friday, because of the recent events,

i went and talked to the school counselor, she was kind of helpful.

then as i was walking home i realized a few things

about myself..

• I don't always have to hold it together at school, it is fearless to cry on the bathroom floor <3
• I just need a boost every now and then, to tell people things.
• I can be honest, fearless, & helpful if i try to let go of what could have happened and focus on what really DID happen...
• I was blessed with everybody i know because, of my past decisions and with out them, i probably wouldn't be here today <3

You sometimes need to take a step back and out

of your little fairy tale and think of others

I know now that even if someone asks you to do something like, help them in someway,

or do something to others or yourself, you don't have to

you should have all the will and strength to say NO, or i am not sorry...

I have learned to let go of the past and move forward.

this freshman year was definitely not what i thought it would be but,

i have to say i have made a lot of strong bonds

and gotten/given a lot of great advice!!

i hope you all kind see what i mean by all of this serious talk and look forward to a better season and stronger you!!

-H.Bopper <3