You know when you have days where nothing and i mean nothing seems to go as you planned. Well, today, for me, was one of THOSE days.
I started out with only having 1/3 of my german homework done because I got the wrong assingment!!I was just so sad I could barely even say two words at brunch. I didn't even have a lot of time to see all of my friends at brunch. I was just so sad & depressed, I could barely even say two words at brunch. I didn't even have a lot of time to see all of my friends at brunch. I felt terrible already & it wasn't even Lunch yet. Next class, I almost had to take a science test that I was in no way preped for & then i preceded to sit at my desk tearing up every 5 minutes. {I was not sad about the test more about Lissie & Omi} I felt so alone in science I knew nobody except a few old friends & one girl I only talked to once.
On to lunch I had to rush over to my english & History class to finish a project & ask a few questions. Then I had to really rush over to S-15 for a meeting. I was so unorganized and could barely think straight by then I was ready for the worst & I got it.... Once the meeting was over the bell had already rang & I was headed to Math. Math class was okay however, we have a test next class & I missed {on monday} the "hardest section"
I knew, by then, that tonight would be a long one......Once, i got home I quickly messaged my friend Kyley & she replied really fast so then we had a little venting session which was nice. I couldn't wait to do some packing or anything to get my mind off of my stupid stuff.
Now, I am writing a email to Melissa and I am here writing this sad post about my sad little, stupid day wishing, hoping for anyone, someone to give me anything: advice, a internet hug, ANYTHING! I just want to feel the warmth and love again, in my life.... Please, anyone......
*internet hug* Praying for you, dear. I hope things get better just remember God is here for you. WE are here for you, I, Skylar Stanford, am here for YOU! {today, tomorrow, & everyday twenty-four-seven}
ReplyDeleteSweetheart, I know how you feel. I just wish you knew all the love & potential you have. I have loved seeing you grow up to become the beautiful, strong, smart young women you are today. I wish you could see it too! I know you, you just need something to believe in. Believe in YOURSELF! <3
ReplyDeleteWith all my love & hugs
-Jenny
It will all be okay. We all go through different stages of life. This one may seem like the heardest, and it may be. Just stay true to yourself & love who you are. Your friends & god will be there for you in the end. :) <3 you are in our prayers, sweet darling Miss. H
ReplyDelete*huggg* I read this during lunch and it made me so sad that I didn't know before or I would've comforted you better! I love you forever and always <3
ReplyDeleteThanks! It ok, this year I am trying to keep more things to myself and less of me dumping it onto you guys. I feel so grateful for having you all. I want it repay all of you by helping you and not dumping all my stuff onto you guys. :)
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